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Pov's Bella

Stop Crying Your Heart Out-Oasis

O céu estava completamente nublado,mas a chuva que caía não era tão forte.

Eu caminhava sob a grama molhada do cemitério,juntamente com o restante da multidão,observando os quatro homens carregando o caixão de Jamie.

Eu estava com o braço enlaçado ao de Robert,sentindo seu terno roçando em minha pele.Uma de suas mãos estava ao meu redor e a outra segurava o guarda-chuva negro.Meu namorado ficou do meu lado o tempo todo.

Mais lágrimas silenciosas escorreram pelo meu rosto,enquanto eu levava uma rosa vermelha em minhas mãos.

Ao chegar no buraco do túmulo,o padre disse mais algumas palavras,antes de começarem a abaixar o caixão.A mãe e a irmã de Jamie choravam alto.

Joguei a rosa em cima do caixão e todos os outros ali,começaram a fazer o mesmo.

Adeus Jamie...e obrigada...por tudo...

(...)

Meses depois...

—E agora,vamos começar a chamar,os formandos desse ano!-anunciou o diretor.

Todos gritaram e bateram palmas,bem eufóricos e animados.

—Alice Marie Snow Bronte!

Alice subiu ao palco e pegou seu diploma,sentando em uma das inúmeras cadeiras que havia ali.

—Anthony Skrill Silvys!

—Damon Strondus Somehalder!

—Emily Dunbrooch Silvys!

—Esther Hurd Wood!

—Felipe Marie Corona Ryder!

—Harry Sangue Bravo!

—Isabella Marie Snow Frost!

Sorri boba,levantando da cadeira e indo até o palco.

—AAAAAAAHHHHH!ISSO AÍ BELLA!É MINHA FILHA!-berrou Jack animado batendo no peito.

Peguei meu diploma e me sentei ao lado de Felipe.

—Jade Hofferson Strondus!

—MINHA FILHA AÍ OH!-Tia Astrid gabou.

—MORRA DE INVEJA!-debochou Tio Soluço.

—Blá!Blá!Blá!-papai rolou os olhos.

Jade se sentou do meu lado.

—Qual a necessidade disso?-perguntou incrédula.

—Sei lá-respondi rindo.

—Kaira Accola Ingerman!

—Letícia Silvys Dunbrooch!

—Leslie Campdell Skrill!

—Michael Dunbrooch Brown!

—Raynara Strondus Somhehalder!

—Robert Keith Black!

—LINDOOOOO!!!-berrou Ricardo.

Assobiei.Meu namorado era muito lindo!

—Stoico Strondus Hofferson!

—MEU FILHO É INCRÍVEL!MARAVILHOSO!-gritou Tia Seeylfe eufórica-UÉ?NÃO ESTAVAM COMPETINDO SOBRE QUEM GABAVA O FILHO MAIS ALTO?

Gargalhei.

—Zack Silvys Dunbrooch!

Ele era o último.Era isso.Nós éramos os formandos desse ano.

Os gêmeos Dunbrooch,Jade,Harry e Kaira iriam pra Harvard.Emily,Leslie,Esther e Felipe e Michael iriam para Darthmouth.Alice,Anthony e os gêmeos Somehalder iriam para Yale.E eu,juntamente com Robert e Stoico,iríamos para Seattle.

Eu queria investir mais na minha carreira,por isso,eu iria estudar Música,para conhecer cada vez mais.

Depois que Jade fez um breve discurso,retiraram as cadeiras e todos desceram,menos eu.Iria ter show agora.

Suspirei,levando o microfone próximo à boca.

—Eu gostaria de cantar duas músicas em homenagem à um querido amigo-declarei-Jamie Bennet.

A primeira música começou a tocar.

Stay alone in my room
Every moment passing too soon
Watch the candles burn into the night
Fall into a dream
Wake up and everything´s the same
A second older but alone just like a child

If you just give me a sign
To live and not to die

Then i could see a little light
I could find some piece of mind
I don´t know where you are
Maybe near or maybe far
I just need a little light

Hear a clock ticking
On a life that could have meaning
If i could find the love light in your eyes
See a million people
Everyone´s so lonely
But we don´t have to be alone tonight

Then i could see a little light
I could find some piece of mind
I don´t know where you are
Maybe near or maybe far
I just need a little light

If i could see a little light
If i could find some piece of mind
If you just give me a sign
I could see a little light
I don´t know where you are
Maybe near or maybe far
I could see a little light
If i could see a little light
I could see a little light

Stay alone in my room
Every moment passing too soon
Watch the candles burn into the night

Todos aplaudiram e em seguida,a outra música começou.

How can I say this without breaking
How can I say this without taking over
How can I put it down into words
When it's almost too much for my soul alone

I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell

I don't want them to know the secrets
I don't want them to know the way I loved you
I don't think they'd understand it, no
I don't think they would accept me, no

I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell

Dreams fight with machines
Inside my head like adversaries
Come wrestle me free
Clean from the war

Your heart fits like a key
Into the lock on the wall
I turn it over, I turn it over
But I can't escape
I turn it over, I turn it over

I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell

—Obrigada Jamie-agradeci-A próxima música vai para os meus pais.

A música começou a tocar.

Mes chers parents, je pars
Je vous aime mais je pars
Vous n'aurez plus d'enfant
Ce soir
Je n'm'enfuis pas, je vole
Comprenez bien, je vole
Sans fumée, sans alcool
Je vole, je vole

Elle m'observait hier
Soucieuse troublée, ma mère
Comme si elle sentait, en fait elle se doutait
Entendait

J'ai dit que j'étais bien, tout à fait l'air serien
Elle a fait comme de rien, et mon père dèmuni
A souri.
Ne pas se retourner, s'éloigner un peu plus
Il y a la gare, un autre gare et enfim, l'atlantique
Mes chers parents, je pars
Je vous aime mais je pars
Vous n'aurez plus d'enfant
Ce soir

Je n'm'enfuis pas, je vole
Comprenez bien, je vole
Sans fumée, sans alcool
Je vole, je vole
J'me demande sur ma route
Si mes parents se doutent
Que mes larmes ont coulé
Mes promesses et l'envie
D'avancer

Seulement croire en ma vie
Tout ce qui m'est promis
Pourquoi, où et comment
Dans ce train que s'éloigne
Chaque instant

C'est bizarre, cette cage
Qui me bloque la poitrine
Je ne peux plus respirer
Ça m'empêche de chanter
Mes chers parents, je pars
Je vous aime mais je pars
Vous n'aurez plus d'enfant
Ce soir

Je n'm'enfuis pas, je vole
Comprenez bien, je vole
Sans fumée, sans alcool
Je vole, je vole

La la la la la la
La la la la
La la
Je vole

—Agora a festa vai começar!-afirmei animada.

Todos gritaram e joguei meu chapéu de formanda pro alto.Os outros formandos fizeram o mesmo.

Fui retirando a bata,enquanto a próxima música começava.

I hopped off the plane at LAX
With a dream and my cardigan
Welcome to the land of fame excess (whoa)
Am I gonna fit in?

Jumped in the cab
Here I am for the first time
Look to my right and I see the Hollywood sign
This is all so crazy
Everybody seems so famous

My tummys turnin' and I'm feelin' kinda homesick
Too much pressure and I'm nervous
That's when the taxi man turned on the radio
And a Jay Z song was on
And a Jay Z song was on
And a Jay Z song was on

So I put my hands up
They're playing my song
And the butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like yeah
Movin' my hips like yeah
I got my hands up,
They're playin my song
They know I'm gonna be okay
Yeah, it's a party in the USA
Yeah, it's a party in the USA

Get to the club in my taxi cab
Everybody's lookin' at me now
Like: Who's that chick that's rockin' kicks?
She gotta be from out of town

So hard with my girls not around me
Its definitely not a Nashville party
'Cause all I see are stilettos
I guess I never got the memo

My tummy's turnin' and I'm feelin kinda home sick
Too much pressure and I'm nervous
That's when the D.J. dropped my favorite tune
And a Britney song was on
And a Britney song was on
And a Britney song was on

So I put my hands up
They're playing my song,
And the butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like yeah
Movin my hips like yeah
I got my hands up,
They're playin my song
They know I'm gonna be ok
Yeah, it's a party in the USA
Yeah, it's a party in the USA

Feel like hoppin' on a flight (on a flight)
Back to my hometown tonight (town tonight)
Something stops me every time (every time)
The DJ plays my song and I feel alright

So I put my hands up
They're playing my song
And the butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like yeah
Movin' my hips like yeah
I got my hands up,
They're playin' my song
They know I'm gonna be ok
Yeah, it's a party in the USA
Yeah, it's a party in the USA

So I put my hands up
They're playing my song
And the butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like yeah
Movin' my hips like yeah
I got my hands up,
They're playin' my song
They know I'm gonna be ok
Yeah, it's a party in the USA
Yeah, it's a party in the USA

Outra música começou.

You say you love me, I say you're crazy
We're nothing more than friends
You're not my lover, more like a brother
I know you since we were like ten, yeah

Don't mess it up, talking that shit
Only gonna push me away, that's it!
When you say you love me, that make me crazy
Here we go again

Don't go look at me with that look in your eye
You really ain't going away without a fight
You can't be reasoned with, I'm done being polite
I've told you one, two, three, four, five, six thousand times

Haven't I made it obvious?
Haven't I made it clear?
Want me to spell it out for you?
F-R-I-EN-D-S
Haven't I made it obvious?
Haven't I made it clear?
Want me to spell it out for you?
F-R-I-EN-D-S
F-R-I-EN-D-S

You say you love me, I say you're crazy
We're nothing more than friends
You're not my lover, more like a brother
I know you since we were like ten, yeah

Don't mess it up, talking that shit
Only gonna push me away, that's it!
When you say you love me, that make me crazy
Here we go again

Don't go look at me with that look in your eye
You really ain't going away without a fight
You can't be reasoned with, I'm done being polite
I've told you one, two, three, four, five, six thousand times

Haven't I made it obvious?
Haven't I made it clear?
Want me to spell it out for you?
F-R-I-EN-D-S
Haven't I made it obvious?
Haven't I made it clear?
Want me to spell it out for you?
F-R-I-EN-D-S
F-R-I-EN-D-S

Have you got no shame? You looking insane
Turning up at my door
It's two in the morning, the rain is pouring
Haven't we been here before?

Don't mess it up, talking that shit
Only gonna push me away, that's it!
Have you got no shame? You looking insane
Here we go again

So don't go look at me with that look in your eye
You really ain't going away without a fight
You can't be reasoned with, I'm done being polite
I've told you one, two, three, four, five, six thousand times

Haven't I made it obvious? (Haven't I made it?)
Haven't I made it clear? (Haven't I made it clear?)
Want me to spell it out for you?
F-R-I-EN-D-S
Haven't I made it obvious?
Haven't I made it clear? (Haven't I?)
Want me to spell it out for you? (Want me to spell it out for you?)
F-R-I-EN-D-S
F-R-I-EN-D-S

F-R-I-E-N-D-S
That's how you f*cking spell friends
F-R-I-E-N-D-S
Get that shit inside your head
No, no, yeah, uh, ahh
F-R-I-E-N-D-S
We're just friends

So don't go look at me with that look in your eye
You really ain't going nowhere without a fight (a fight, na na)
You can't be reasoned with, I'm done being polite
I've told you one, two, three, four, five, six thousand times (yeah)

Haven't I made it obvious? (Have I not made it obvious?)
Haven't I made it clear? (Yeah, I made it very clear)
Want me to spell it out for you? (Yo)
F-R-I-EN-D-S (I said F-R-I-E-N-D-S)
Haven't I made it obvious? (I made it very obvious)
Haven't I made it clear? (I made it very clear)
Want me to spell it out for you?
F-R-I-EN-D-S
F-R-I-EN-D-S

A próxima música iniciou.

In your eyes, there's a heavy blue
One to love and one to lose
Sweet divide, a heavy truth
Water or wine, don't make me choose

I wanna feel the way that we did that summer night, night (aah)
Drunk on a feeling, alone with the stars in the sky

I've been running through the jungle
I've been running with the wolves
To get to you, to get to you
I've been down the darkest alleys
Saw the dark side of the moon
To get to you, to get to you

I've looked for love in every stranger
Took too much to ease the anger
All for you, yeah, all for you
I've been running through the jungle
I've been crying with the wolves
To get to you, to get to you
Ooh, to get to you

Ah ah ah, ah ah ah
Ah ah aah, to get to you
Ah ah ah, ah ah ah
Ah ah aah, to get to you

Your fingertips trace my skin
To places I have never been
Blindly I am following
Break down these walls and come on in

I wanna feel the way that we did that summer night, night (aah)
Drunk on a feeling, alone with the stars in the sky

I've been running through the jungle
I've been running with the wolves
To get to you, to get to you
I've been down the darkest alleys
Saw the dark side of the moon
To get to you, to get to you

I've looked for love in every stranger
Took too much to ease the anger
All for you, yeah, all for you
I've been running through the jungle
I've been crying with the wolves
To get to you, to get to you
Ooh, to get to you

Ah ah ah, ah ah ah
Ah ah aah, to get to you
Ah ah ah, ah ah ah
Ah ah aah, get to you

I've been running through the jungle
I've been running with the wolves
To get to you, to get to you
I've been down the darkest alleys
Saw the dark side of the moon
To get to you, to get to you

I've looked for love in every stranger
Took too much to ease the anger
All for you, yeah, all for you
I've been running through the jungle
I've been crying with the wolves
To get to you, to get to you
Ooh, to get to you

Robert subiu no palco,arrancando gritos.Ele segurou minha mão e sorrimos um pro outro.


Bella

The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
'Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love

Os dois

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" and you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

Bella

And please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing

I'm afraid of what you'll see...

Os dois

...right now
I


give you everything I am
All my broken heartbeats
Until I know you understand
And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" and you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To say what we have
So I make...

Bella

...sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" and you're not listening

Os dois

How long can we keep this up, up, up?
Make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" and you're not listening
How long til we call this love, love, love?

A última música começou.

Robert

Not tryna be indie
Not tryna be cool
Just tryna be in this
Tell me, are you too?

Bella


Can you feel where the wind is?
Can you feel it through
All of the windows
Inside this room?

Robert

'Cause I wanna touch you, baby
And I wanna feel you too
I wanna see the sun rise
On your sins, just me and you

Os dois

Light it up, on the run
Let's make love tonight
Make it up, fall in love
Try

Bella

(I'll be with you from dusk till dawn)

Robert

But you'll never be alone
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I'm right here

Bella

I'll hold you when things go wrong
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn

Os dois

Baby, I'm right here
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I'm right here

Robert

We were shut like a jacket
So do your zip
We would roll down the rapids
To find a wave that fits

Bella

Can you feel where the wind is?
Can you feel it through
All of the windows
Inside this room?

Robert

'Cause I wanna touch you, baby
And I wanna feel you too
I wanna see the sun rise
On your sins, just me and you

Os dois

Light it up, on the run
Let's make love tonight
Make it up, fall in love
Try

Bella

(I'll be with you from dusk till dawn)

Robert

But you'll never be alone
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I'm right here

Bella

I'll hold you when things go wrong
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn

Os dois

Baby, I'm right here
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I'm right here

Eu e Robert nos encaramos e então nos beijamos.

E lá estávamos nós dois,juntos e felizes.A nerd e o popular.

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